"Geh Kiang"

Favourite girl in my life :>


Okay now let me get back to the Title of my post,
Wondering why am I Geh Kiang/ Smart Alec???

"I SHAVED MY FUCKING HAIR MYSELF AND NOW IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT!" :@

I'm super duper angry with myself, I mean seriously.
Whenever I wake up I see my hair first one, and then I will keep touching it, hoping for it to grow after I'm awake.
I'm super NAIVE and I know it myself that my hair will not grow in one day's time FOR SURE.


MY HAIR = MY FUCKING LIFE
So now you know why did I keep on probing about my hair.
The reason is ITS MY FUCKING LIFE and I'm feeling as though one part of my meat was chopped off!
I'm fucking upset.


BAD HAIRCUT = BAD MOOD = HAIR DEPRESSION

Can anyone save me from this misery right now???!!
I will call you "God" from then on!

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Okay, done whining about my hair.
I thought CNY falls on the 28th of Jan until I realised that it falls on 23th which is the Monday after the following week. 11 pathetic days from now! *PRAY HARD FOR MY HAIR TO GROW* :'<

Yes, now do you realise how stupid am I?
Now you know.

This month I'm really really stressed up,
by everything you could name me except a house for me to get a good rest and blog with super cold aircon, like now. -smile abit-

I'm not even looking forward to CNY except for the red packets. I mean, seriously because I got too much to handle this month and I can go nowhere.
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O LEVEL


Ever wonder why I suddenly thought through and think for my future?
Yes, it's because of someone(I shouldn't name out right?)'s motivation and definitely parts of it came from my BONGBONG and friends.
They are willing to put in their time to teach me and all, and even give me assessment books although I hate it alot but it shows that they care for me. :'> So touched.
Yes, 2012 I have great friends and now I know who's worthy of me and who's not.
Friends do come and leave but I definitely do not want anyone of them to leave me, for now or maybe for the longest time.

This is sucha wordy~ post. I'm so sorry guys because this is the only space I could rant everything out other than ranting it on Twitter/Facebook and people may think I'm nut if I did that.

Yes and good news is my mum is willing to pay for my exam but... I really need to work hard and prove everyone wrong.
I have to work doubly hard than those Sec 4/ Sec 5 students because I'm studying with the books & myself -SOLO RANGER-
If I don't put in the efforts, I will definitely let my mum and friends who put in their efforts in me, down.
But it's really hard for me to do it.
OKAYYYY *SHAKE HEAD* I got to be persevere and CHIONGGGGG!
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-End of my sad story-